As an X-men, you most likely have a capacity as a visual thinker. This reality teaches you that to create you must have the vision of how something should be, put it out in front of you, and DO everything you can to get there. You may have noticed, this doesn’t actually work for you. You are different. You are weird. You are wild. You are whacky and I hate to tell you, but creating from this reality is never going to work for you! No matter how hard or how long you try.
The real future doesn’t have a picture. The real future is a possibility until you get to it. Creating the real future is being the energy of the future you would like to BE and then catching up to the future you have already created. You are the future. You just don’t want to know it.